Is what I have written to myself here and there on my remarks (eulogy) that I intend to give at Cheryl’s funeral mass on Monday. I have read them over and over and out loud. I think I do not need the paper but I will take it with me. I have read it to Cheryl. Here and there she rolls her eyes at me. (“Do you really want to say that?) Here and there I simply dissolve into tears and my voice catches (stops actually).

Breathe! (in a larger font and bold) is printed or written in hand on the page where I choke up. There are many of these.

… I love you Cheryl

BREATHE!

You will always be with me. I carry your heart in my heart.

BREATHE!! BREATHE AGAIN!

I will remember your smile.

Carpe Diem (Eulogies are hard to read.)