Food Therapy

A good friend posted this recipe for her focaccia bread. — A few of you asked for my Focaccia bread recipe. Here you go: 

In a large bowl combine 4 cups of flour, plus 2 teaspoons each salt and yeast. Stir until dough comes together. Drizzle with a good olive oil and gather it into a rough ball. It will be quite moist. Cover the bowl and place in the refrigerator for 8 to 24 hours. When you remove the bowl, gently punch down the dough, drizzle with a little more oil and gather into another ball.  Take an 11 by 13 inch pan, spread olive oil all over the bottom and sides of the pan. Press the dough to the edges of the pan.  Let sit for 30-60 minutes (some recipes suggest 2-4 hours).  Sprinkle fresh rosemary leaves on top. Drizzle more olive oil on the surface. Preheat the oven to 450 degrees.  Using all ten fingers dimple the dough until it has small depressions all over it.  Drizzle a little more olive oil and bake for 25 to 30 minutes. Remove from pan to a cooling rack. Cut into shapes of your choosing. Serve with butter or olive oil and herbs. Enjoy. See my post from earlier today to see photos.

Always up for a good challenge I noticed that Robyn didn’t mention any liquid other than oil. Her ingredients will need about 16 ounces to get a dough. Many years of making my own bread tells me this. I made it last night before I went to bed,  oiled my bowl put the dough ball in after kneading for a few minutes. I drizzled more oil on top, covered with plastic wrap and put it in the refrigerator overnight.

Robyn sprinkled it with olive oil and fresh rosemary. Alas I was out of fresh rosemary leaves, so I adjusted.

I cut the dough in half after letting it warm up to room temperature for about an hour or so. One half I put in the freezer for a couple of days later.  Dough freezes well. It will keep a couple of weeks.

The other half I rolled out a little  and pulled it into a 10 by 14 roasting sheet that I use a lot. I previously spread olive oil on the pan and after helping the dough into the corners, I covered it with oil and wax paper and let it sit about 2 hours. During the last 30 minutes I chiffonaded some spinach, diced an onion and a green pepper, found my jar of minced garlic. I spread more olive oil on top and decorated the surface.

After decorating the dough…it is ready for cheeses.

Alas again I am out of fresh Romano. Another adjustment to my normal pizza activity. I forgot to mention that I intended to use Robyn’s recipe for focaccia and make a white pizza. I sprinkled the veggies with a combination of mozzarella, Colby-jack and parmesan.

Into the  450 degree oven for 10 – 12 minutes.

Good pizza is made in a very hot oven. My oven only goes to 500 degrees Fahrenheit. 10 – 12 minutes at 450 works pretty good.

Out of the oven after 12 minutes.

I let it rest long enough for me to touch the pan to cut it.

Leftovers. Nice.

I cut the remaining into four pieces and put them into a ziploc bag in the fridge. I think that they will reheat okay. The dough soaked up a fair amount of the olive oil. Letting it rest overnight coupled with the two teaspoons of salt gives the dough a sourdough taste and chew to it.

Overall an excellent choice for homemade pizza or focaccia.

Robyn’s product.

Thanks Robyn.

Carpe Diem.

A Letter

Dear Cheryl,
Today I got up a little before 7AM. I had coffee, some toast and an orange while working through the Wordle and the Nerdle. I found a reference to Nerdle in an article in the WSJ. You get six chances to solve a math equation. (Something like: 12+35=47) It is my new challenge for the morning coffee experience.
I looked at the list for the day. I had purposely left my journal open to that “Each Day” list I told you about last evening after I watered all the plants. Our finances are okay for now. And some robocaller keeps calling my cellphone from a 651 area code. I did not answer. I also stopped some Amazon subscriptions that I had forgotten to stop when you moved to Bridgeway. I now have enough coffee to last until May, I think. Maybe June.
It is hard to remember to do something(s) when you consume so much of my thought process. I make various attempts to distract myself with other fun things. When I do that I often forget to do other chores that actually need doing.
Also this morning I got out some great northern beans to soak. I am going to make bean soup tonight or early tomorrow. I spent some time looking at various bean soup recipes on the world wide web but ultimately I will probably create my own. I know that you never cared for bean soup because you you were worried about farting. Now that you are there and I am here, I do not concern myself with that dilemma. And I probably will not worry over a specific recipe. Maybe just; the french trinity, a little olive oil, some garlic, the beans and some chicken broth. Season to taste with basil and other spices like cumin for that old sneaker background flavor. I know you are not going to eat any so I can suit my palate.
Some of this I am writing while Michael the hospice case nurse is examining the sore on your bottom and dressing it for you. The aides noted it on your chart info. And Mike is addressing it. If you wonder what he did, he rubbed an antibiotic ointment on the area and put the biggest band-aid on it I have ever seen. I looks like the sores that you rubbed on your butt while sitting on the toilet at home before I got the terry seat covers from Amazon. This sore is right at the end of your tail bone. If you could eat a little more, perhaps you would get more padding there and your tail bone would not be trying to wear through.
I went over to the small cafe that is in the Drake Center for lunch when it looked as though the staff was getting all of you ready for your lunch. I noticed that in the past if I sat with you for lunch or dinner that I would become anxious if you did not eat well. I would try to help my anxiety be helping you to eat and we might even fight if I anxiously awaited putting the next bite of food into your mouth. It was aggravating for you as you worried about disappointing me. It was aggravating to me because I realized that I had removed your last bit of independence. It is better that I feed myself somewhere else without annoying you.
Lunch was good. Something called a chicken club sandwich and some chunky steak fries to go with it. I also got a piece of pineapple upside down cake. I took that home with me for later. My eyes were bigger than my stomach. (I am eating it now while I write this letter to you.)
I paid cash for $9.67 lunch with a $20 bill and marveled as the attendant got out her iPhone to calculate what she owed me for change. I reminisced about teaching rudimentary math and GED topic areas at Southwestern College downtown. The same question popped into my head that popped at least once during every class I taught after the first one there – Why is this so easy for me and hard for other people? And then two things dawned on me – there is no CASH button for her to input how much money I gave to her; there are no numbers on her screen at all, she merely inputs what she sees in front of her (just like McDonald’s). I could tell her the answer but to me, that seemed both impolite and pedantic, so I waited politely.
Afterward we sat together for awhile when we were both finished with our lunches this afternoon. I really enjoyed that. Just sitting and holding hands reminds me of when we were much younger. Do you remember sitting in the March sunshine and holding hands in the woods when the Boy Scouts showed up in that park in Kentucky? That is a great memory of mine.
Know that I love you and I miss you here at home. I wish our situation was different but I also know that you are getting excellent care at BP.
Your loving husband,
Paul

In a Facebook group someone suggested that I write a letter to Cheryl each day. It could be cathartic, she said. Writing and journaling is cathartic. Writing a letter can and does channel ones thoughts. I am writing to her about my day as though she is far away and I want her to be here in my part of the world.

Carpe Diem

Day Two

Cheryl slept pretty good last night. One of my many anxieties about this vacation trip is how well she will sleep at night. In retrospect it is a constant concern. Like everyone she is much better health and attitude wise with a good night’s rest. Parkinson merely makes that harder to achieve with regularity. Stopped overnight in Cullman Alabama she seemed to sleep okay. We snuggled for a bit until she was asleep or seemed so to me. I moved quietly to the other bed afterward.

Buckee Hat

This morning I was up at 6 AM but we are on CDT now. Cheryl awakened at 7 AM. I helped her toilet and get cleaned up and change clothes. I thanked the Almighty for the smooth start to the day. We rolled down to the breakfast area to se what we could find. I found scrambled eggs, toast and bacon for Cheryl. Her favorite these days and as she started to eat and proceeded to have a coughing fit, I cursed the Almighty for interfering with Cheryl’s need for sustenance. That was a joke of sorts but lately when she eats breakfast she suffers through a coughing fit until the phlegm drool gets down her throat and her esophagus gets its act together and she can swallow okay again. She eventually settled down and drank a little green tea.

Day two of the trip is off and running. Google says that if we do not stop we will be on the beach at 2PM. And in the shameless advertising of places to stop, LaQuinta in Cullman has executive suites- their term- that are pretty nice if you are traveling with a less than ideal mobility person.

Carpe Diem.

Beach hat

Two New Arrows in the Quiver or Better Living through Chemistry

Ondansetron for nausea and Quitiapen for a sleep aid. How are they working?

Ondansetron Hydrochloride

The drug for nausea – Ondansetron – seems to work very well. I have adjusted when Cheryl takes it a bit. The instructions merely say three times a day and at first I interpreted that to mean 7AM, 1PM and 7PM which are normal times for her to take meds. For the past couple days I have given her the evening pill at about 5PM which is 45 minutes to an hour before we would ordinarily eat dinner. It seems to be working for her. I have repeatedly asked her about stomach issues and she reports no issues with her stomach.

This report – no funny stomach – is very encouraging since it has been her main complaint for months. I can empathize. Over the past couple years she has lost approximately thirty-five pounds of weight. The dyskinesia puts her body in constant exercise but the combination of no sense of smell and a slightly uncomfortable stomach keeps her from eating much. (During this whole time she has not vomited but as she says, it is right there.)

Quetiapine Fumarate – 25mg

The drug used as a sleep aid – Quetiapine – might or might not be working as hoped. She is prescribed 1/4 of this little pill before bedtime (10PM). Shown above it is approximately 1/8 inch in diameter. We have a pill spliter but these are not scored for cutting in half as many pills are and certainly not scored for quarters.

The first night she took this she slept completely through the night. This was the first time in approximately two years. The second night she got up once. The third night she got up once and seemed restless for a bit when returning to bed. The fourth night was similar to nights before she started taking it. I am not convinced that she is getting the same dose each evening, so I will find a way to slit these tiny little pills as uniform as possible.

An update: Last night seemed better. She used the walking frame for stability. Only once.

Zofran — From Wikipedia —

Ondansetron, sold under the brand name Zofran among others, is a medication used to prevent nausea and vomiting caused by cancer chemotherapy, radiation therapy, or surgery.[2] It is also effective for treating gastroenteritis.[3][4] It is ineffective for treating vomiting caused by motion sickness.[5] It can be given by mouth or by injection into a muscle or into a vein.[2]

Common side effects include diarrhea, constipation, headache, sleepiness, and itchiness.[2] Serious side effects include QT prolongation and severe allergic reaction.[2] It appears to be safe during pregnancy but has not been well studied in this group.[2] It is a serotonin 5-HT3 receptor antagonist.[2] It does not have any effect on dopamine receptors or muscarinic receptors.[6]

Ondansetron was patented in 1984 and approved for medical use in 1990.[7] It is on the World Health Organization’s List of Essential Medicines.[8] It is available as a generic medication.[2] In 2017, it was the 83rd most commonly prescribed medication in the United States, with more than nine million prescriptions.[9][10]

Seraquel — From Wikipedia —

Quetiapine, sold under the brand name Seroquel among others, is an atypical antipsychotic medication used for the treatment of schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and major depressive disorder.[6][7] Despite being widely used as a sleep aid due its sedating effect, the benefits of such use do not appear to generally outweigh the side effects.[8] It is taken by mouth.[6]

Common side effects include sleepiness, constipation, weight gain, and dry mouth.[6] Other side effects include low blood pressure with standing, seizures, a prolonged erection, high blood sugar, tardive dyskinesia, and neuroleptic malignant syndrome.[6] In older people with dementia, its use increases the risk of death.[6] Use in the third trimester of pregnancy may result in a movement disorder in the baby for some time after birth.[6] Quetiapine is believed to work by blocking a number of receptors including serotonin and dopamine.[6]

Quetiapine was developed in 1985 and approved for medical use in the United States in 1997.[6][9] It is available as a generic medication.[10] In the United States, the wholesale cost is about US$12 per month as of 2017.[11] In the United Kingdom, a month’s supply costs the NHS about £60 as of 2017.[10] In 2017, it was the 76th most commonly prescribed medication in the United States, with more than ten million prescriptions.[12][13]

This website Drugs.com has pictures and characteristics of everything.